I still get on my blog to creep on people that I use to talk to all the time, but no longer do. I NEED a computer! Maybe by the end of August, hopefully!
I start school in August too! I’m so excited. I want to really focus on getting my life together. I’m going to study nutrition. How ironic, yeah? I think it will be good for me, and the subject definitely interests me. I’m also thinking about going to school for teaching. I’m really undecided with what I want to do for the rest of my life, but I’m just so happy to go back to school!
Hey Tumblr! It’s been a while. I still have no computer but, I am so happy and content with my life right now. I wouldn’t change a thing!
I miss this blog. I miss having my computer. My friend brought up about how skinny I looked last year during this time. I was at my lowest. I come onto this blog sometimes, and it’s so triggering. So a part of me is happy I don’t come here often. I don’t know. I would go back in time in a heartbeat to be at my lowest again. I don’t care how miserable I was. That number meant something. I couldn’t see what I looked like then. I still can’t see it now, but I know I’m not at my lowest, so I know I look digusting. I just crave it. I miss it. It has’t left me. My disorder is always in the back of my mind and not a day goes by that I don’t think about it. Not one fucking day.
I also turned 18 today.
I love having someone that can come over, and we can cuddle, kiss, talk and just all of that cute shit. It’s been so long since I let anyone show me attention.
I feel like you still know nothing about me. You commented on my hip bones tonight.. thank you!(:
blogging from a phone fucking blows